Tuesday, December 9, 2008

This night that never ends...



You like them
They don‘t like you back.
You need them
They don’t need you back
They leave
And all you do is
Wait.

For them to take notice
For them to call
Just cling onto all the memories, all the fun times
Force your needs upon them
They suffocate, they quit
And you still don’t stop haunting their lives.

They don’t wanna make things messy
But do they understand you?
Do they realise
What they mean to you?

And then realization strikes

And start your desperate attempts to act like you don’t care

But the truth remains

No matter how many girly parties you attend
how many vodka shots you gulp
No matter how much you bitch
you tell yourself that you ‘deserve better’
No matter how much you stare at the screen of your phone
And how many hours you stand at the door
No matter how much you wish with all your heart that you hear from them one last time..

They don’t trace their path back

And you continue your endless directionless wait
Every passing day....


P.S. To every girl that still waits,
Yes, patience is a virtue. But do you deserve being treated like that?
I have learnt
Love yourself
And the world will follow suit.

65 comments:

Alok said...

:)

Arv said...

Amen :)

Anurag said...

Depressing but kinda nice.....

The pic matches with your facebook ka pic....Hope everything's all right....If not ..then Cheer up is all I can say :)

Phoenix said...

beautiful... thats all i can manage to say...

and loving myself.. im just learning..

Express said...

@ Alok
kaheko smile kare hai huh? :P


@ Arv
:-)
hws u? Long time no? Tc!

Express said...

@ Anurag
:-)

Everything is okay re; but what matches with my FB pic? Thr is no connection b/w the 2 pics re..

and cheering, soon :-P
u Tc!


@ Phoenix
:-)

i know, it sounds vague...but thats what. We end up living 2 please all others around us and hate ourselves if we make even small big mistake. Our life, we should be top priority :-P

CяŷştąŁ said...

Awweley!



My Shatabbu write good stuff :)

Express said...

@ Crystal
cuuuttteeeeee!!!!

and thanku hai ji
:-)

Sach! said...

:-) :-) :-)
(No! I am not copying Alok..)

Express said...

@ Sachi
But matlab toh samjhao yaar smile ka...

alok smiled coz he named the post!
:-|

Alok said...

No I didn't! x(

Express said...

@ Alok
aree u helped me enuff...so u did!

and if u din smile coz of that, why else then?
bolo bolo tell tell..

deluded said...

bolo bolo tell tell

Express said...

@ deluded
'that' is under my patent.
and
me not talkin 2 u!
bwa!

Alok said...

Simple: I liked the post.

Now is that very hard to figure out?

Express said...

@ Alok
for me, yes.
ur brain mein kya chalu hai, hw d i knw??

and
does that mean sachi liked the post 3 times more than u did?

huh?
complicated!

but
thanks!
:-)

Alok said...

Sachi says she isn't copying me. So maybe that was her reaction to the post (without going through the comments).

Express said...

@ Alok
aree i was just pondering...
tu chill maar..

:-P

Alok said...

What else do you think I'm doing? :P

Rajesh said...

Nice....u started off beautifully...

Well started is half-done...but it was short and sweet..

Liked it

Express said...

@ Alok
I think u r boring me....
:-|


@ Rajesh
:-)
I din actually understand the comment.
But well,
thanks anyway :-)

Alok said...

"Bore-ing" you?

:O :O :O

Express said...

@ Alok
Yea, thats something you always do..

Bore u r, one big [thin] bore
:-P

Alok said...

Big : \:D/

Yeah, thin compared to you :D

Express said...

Big toh hai hi boss, Im 5'2" :-|

and thin, bwa...u r like the thinnest man thr is...

u r so thin that u cud b used instead of sewage pipes..

Alok said...

You mean they would use me to replace you?

Ha! Fat (yeah, FAT) chance!

Express said...

@ Alok
No, they already use u.
and well, passing sewage through me is a problem, everythings digested :-D

ab kya kare, GI tract kuch zyada hi functional hai :-P

Soham Chakraborty said...

so who's ur daddy now !!???

Express said...

@ Soham
Do I look like i need a daddy?
u need mommy prolly,
2 cry ur eyes out on her shoulder..

Alok said...

Shatabdi,

Which means you've already tried it. That disproves your claim that "They already use me".

Now shut the hell up and go digest the sewage. It is starting to stink here.

Soham,

Haan tu bas "Daddy daddy" hi karte reh!

Soham Chakraborty said...

@shatabdi

Plz Shut-Up-Di :P :)

@Alok

Tu mamma mamma karta reh!!!

Express said...

@ Alok
Yea, its stinking coz u r not doing ur job well nuff...

bhuucckkkk, pass the shit now!
shit-tube!

Express said...

@ Soham
shhheeaaaaaa,
can't u do better than that?

see, shit-tube's atleast talking...

Soham Chakraborty said...

ALok is used to eating sewage in his hostel mess !! everyday !! that is the reason for his digestive power

Alok said...

Shatabdi,
*yawn*

did somebody make a joke in here?

*sniff* No, it's just you.

Seems like you've done your job.

That's a good sewage pipe girl :) :)

Express said...

@ Soham
Yea...describe the food no, one of u...

i wanna knw...with descriptions....
salt n all?

Soham Chakraborty said...

@shatabdi
I talk less , work(harm) more ,
not like your verbiage

Express said...

@ alok
Stop maarofying my jokes on me..

u utter scarcity of creative aptitude!

Alok said...

Soham,

Mamma mamma toh theek hai, but tu toh bas mauka dekho "Daddy daddy" karte hue ghar bhaag jaata hai.

X(

upar se, you and Shatabdi seem to be structurally similar.

Wait, I'll suggest that to the sewage authority. Seems like we've got a new replacement...

Soham Chakraborty said...

the food(or whatever they call it):-
Alien bheja fry... Alien intestine curry...Alien finger fries...Alien stomach stuffed with alien shit..

PS:- I dont know whether alok will be able to eat again in mess !! :P

Alok said...

Shatabdi,

Oh okay.

you're so fat, when you walk into a zoo, people start running away thinking the hippopotamus is loose.

XD

Express said...

@ Soham
whts is the harm?
or rather
whos harmed?
:-|


@ Soham
yea, he ll b longer....
can carry loads of shit :-D

Alok said...

Also, extended menu list

Fried-excrement
Paneer-excrement
Testicle stew (yeah, we have that too)
Palak-puke

Soham Chakraborty said...

@ ALok

To which department should I inform about you..BAMBOO department...With your thin legs and hands being used to make furnitures..Deforestation can be stopped...!

Alok said...

Even if they stop deforestation, they won't be able to stop you two from eating up whatever is left over of the trees.

we'll have to think of special "sewage management" then.

Soham Chakraborty said...

@shut-up-di
baby u will never even realise who is harmed, u need something in the top floor to decipher that..

Express said...

@ Alok
You, u r so thin that when u enter the zoo the monkeys start hanging from all ur body parts and showing stunts 2 the public on the cost of errmm, ur privacy

Soham Chakraborty said...

@ALok
I dont eat veg...I eat only non veg!!

Express said...

Soham
No, u need atleast some tactics 2 abuse boy. Just talk nice lingo, Im only gonna b turned on..

harm, u, me?
naaahhhh......

Soham Chakraborty said...

@shatabdi
Not used to abuse a girl :P actually anyone :P ..so I am here to learn.. from bitches like you

Alok said...

OOoof aajkal all cannibals around

What's gonna happen to this world?

The proposed solution to all this problem:

I shall be used as a bamboo sewage pipe, Shatabdi can digest all the waste

And Soham can do "Daddy Daddy" all along
:D

Soham Chakraborty said...

@Both
By bitches I meant Shatabdi and Alok both :P

Express said...

@ Alok n Soham
Kameeno! Achche post ka band bajate ho! Ladki k blog pe ashleen comments karte ho? Bhago yaha se, niklo bahar!

PS Soham, Bitch, oo yea, thats me! :-P but, post toh padh le :-P

Soham Chakraborty said...

@Shatabdi
Ab kare to kya kare..birds of the same feather flock together :P

And I was reading the post and landed up here in between! Bahut maaza aaya !!!

Express said...

@ Soham
Kya karke? post padhke k karchra karke?

:-P
anyway, shukriya :-P
Main n alok har jagah chalu ho jaate hai :-P
mind, lending us yr blog nxt time? :-D

Soham Chakraborty said...

@shatabdi
ya why not!! tomorrow I am going to IIT..then atleast my net speed will allow me to do so...!

Express said...

@ Soham
Oh, then u n alok mitra do it.. Im kinda free in the afternoons or the weekends..

plus, my net ka this mnths k download ki kal band baj gayi :-|

and never plan it,
spontanity mein hi maza aata hai :-)

and the remains r thr on my blog 2 read n laugh..

any1 who bothers r read all the crap, No-one here is making judgements, its all 4 good fun and yea, u missed it :-D

Anurag said...

58 comments :O

Looks like a gtalk Conference this :

Express said...

@ Anurag
We had fun, and thats most imp...

and u toh wait, ill rip u apart nxt time i talk 2 u.

Beware

Swayam said...

i've been waiting for so long... and i see my legs giving away... leting go doesn't seem to be coming that easy... beautifully written...

Express said...

@ Swayam
:-)

aarrgghh, yea, it sucks, quitting sucks..its so easy 2 say and so difficult 2 do..

but,
what is the use? I ask...

Welcome to my page and thanks for making the presence felt.
Cheers!

Trinaa said...

maine ye padha hai..aur ispe comment bhi kiya tha...stupid blogger :x

khair..d post...SPOT ON jaanu! all i had to say..u've said it better.
u've taken all my emotions n turned it into poetry...m glad v r free..arent u? :)

The Seeker said...

Hey loved the poem,,,, ANd at the pretext of loving others, we forget to love the self,, The love for the self extends to the love for others,,, many forget this and love an incomplete love, rather the never completed love...

Express said...

@ Tri
haha, late comer!
thanks and hope it helps..
Muhaa!!


@ The seeker
:-)
well well, that was my intension of writing it, but it has conveyed a lotta stuff that I wanted to and well, no complains!
:-)
Thanks!

Nupur said...

Lovely poem!! Bloghopped and came here!
Got a write up on the same lines http://nupur16.blogspot.com/2009/01/why-is-it-that.html
Hope it stikes a chord!