Monday, June 2, 2008

Lost

When you wanna say so many things,
But no words seem to do justice to ur thoughts/ feelings..

When the sea of everything within is about to explode,
And you know that, no-one but you can help yourself...

When confusion gets the better you,
and you feel like you have lost, in everyway..

When you wanna see it, just it,
and everything seems to be the reason why it is not to be seen..

When tears wanna make their way out,
but you don't know why, why do you wanna cry..

When your favorite activities dont bring joy,
When nothing makes you laugh,
When hope is just a word in english,
When dispair is in the very air,
When people you know, look unfamiliar...



Just go to your mum and sleep with your head on her lap.

Could I miss home anymore than this?

P.S. This post is a product of feeling absolutely low; Of the hectic schedule, of the directionless hibernation. Well, I shall be back home this weekend and soon all updates shall flow. I ll miss pune no doubt, but right now all I wanna do is get back home.
Saturday is 3 days away right? I should be excited....

12 comments:

Akshay said...

I love to be at Home.....thats the only place I can relax completely and yes the food....it's the best

Aditi ''Jiggs'' said...

heyaaa

fianlly ur coming back,
colg aaja yaar 9th ko, gota let u a lot of things lolzzz vishnu par mil
3-4 cups coffee n lots of gump chup heheehh

cheers
ciya on 9th

Alok said...

"When you wanna say so many things,
But no words seem to do justice to ur thoughts/ feelings..

When the sea of everything within is about to explode,
And you know that, no-one but you can help yourself...

When you wanna see it, just it,
and everything seems to be the reason why it is not to be seen..

When tears wanna make their way out,
but you don't know why, why do you wanna cry.."

That's what happens to me when I experience beauty (especially in Music).


Anyways, That aside, this was very honestly, emotionally and beautifully written.

But you know, IITB has become my "home" now. You might call it sad, but that's the way things have come to be.

As a lady said on one of my old posts about home,

"Home is such an elusive word in these times. Aren't we all nomads?

I guess more than the destination of home or college or work place, the journey to these places matter most.

The journey has to be eternal and Home can follow suit.

"Aadmi musaafir hain, ataa hain jataa hain,
Aate jaate raaste mein Yaadein chorh jaata hain." :)
"

I'm sure you must have realised this too. :)

P.S. It's raining here right now again!

gunj said...

awwww
ull b with mum soon!!
be hppy now!!

metal-militant said...

Search your feelings,you must.Always in motion,the future is.The fear of loss is a path to the dark side.Train yourself to let go of everything you hold close to you.

SambY said...

Hey !! Well...i hope u did well in pune..:-)...enjoy ur homecoming now!!

Express said...

@ akshay
Yea, home is where the heart is..
I was so closer home, just couplea hours difference, but the feeling of being cut off 4m the entire circuit ws frustrating....

Food, man, nothing like home food, not even unlimited supplies of KFC chicken bucket....
:-P



@ aditi
Yea, always on for gup-shup..
but rainy season yaar, vishnu better be there!!

Miss u yaar!
:-(

Express said...

@ alok
Yea, learnt so many things. About life about myself, this experience shall live wid me forever...Or prolly wud make many similar experiences in the near future. Lets see, waise bhi, u never stop learning, d u?


@ gunj
Yea, am wid mum.
U knw wht, I always thought I was 'Daddy's girl', but just realised, i need both my parents to be around. But then, who doesn't....

Added u on blogeyroll...
:-)

Express said...

@ Ishaan
You know why I confide in you, don't you?


@ Samby
Yea man, gr8 2 see you back, my blog roll was incomplete without your blog :-)

Well, pune was good, just that the schedule was too hectic. I would've had much more fun if I had time to chk the city out prolly, but then not much of a choice....Last 2 weeks were dhamaal time, but yea, most of us were homesick coz the PG aunty ws hopeless, Now I understand the "jailer" thing, sympathies brother...

Nothing matches mumbai acc 2 me, well, nothing matches home.....

metal-militant said...

ummm,actually Shatabdi,I don't.please be enlightening me

Bhai with Chai said...

words aren't enough, really liked the post!

Express said...

:-)